980506/091216 - redemption

in search of heart. i've seen you as my light.

wallowing through whittered ashes, ashes of my failing fight.
plunged blood in my lungs, show me your light.

yesterday we recorded two songs in our rehearsalroom, 980506/091216 was one of the songs. i've never felt like this for a song. i've been going through a rough passage lately and somehow this song represent those times. i've been a ticking bomb, ready to be fused. but some nights ago i met a old friend at the pub, we talked for a while and suddenly he hugged me and started to cry in front of the whole bar. he told me that he was afraid that i'm wasting my life away and told that i walked on thin ice. he got me thinking and now i'm realizing. maybe this will be the first time for a long time that i'm ready to get ridd of the life i've been living for these two years. thank you and here you go, a little sneak a peak. and by the way, come and join us at the pub "rockbaren" the 29th of january. there will be a supporting act, me and victor (singer and guitarist in deviniance). see you there!

love elvis